hey ;D long time no blog, but cos today soccer ended earlier due to heavy rain [ ;( ], so i came back earlier than expected...some updates on the Moon's conditions ;D:
wait, pause...haha guess what show is playing in the background...it's The Arena, n its the version with Hwa Chong(high sch) vs CHIJ St Joseph Convent....haha, quite funny...think it's funny to see ppl debating, though i can't really stand ppl who stumble n keep repeating ;( haha, however, i also know it's kinda hard to think n speak well on the spot...but on national tv, u have to send ur best (*shrugs*)
oh ok back to the updates on the Moon ;D... soccer tournament is gonna start on 16th April n the groupings will be out on 9th April...waha, super excited about it!!! ;D haha can't wait, n we r aiming for semi-finals...hard la i know, but aim high ma! ;D
ooh...close scores for second round in The Arena...haha, though overall HC still slightly higher...exciting ;D
ok, stop deviating...yep, love soccer, love the ppl on the team...esp the ppl who love soccer as much as i do... so semi-finals, here we come!!! hope to play more friendlies b4 though...for prac ;)
yep, campaign for student council not really going that well, so dont think i can get into council...but at least i tried...haha one of my grp members dropped out like on sat...so left with 3...but nvm, jiayou!!! ;D
ok, schwork kinda ok now...just slightly late...haha ok bb
more nxt time ;D
5:26 AM, Lotsa of lots
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
"I Can Wait Forever"
You look so beautiful today When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away So i try to find the words that i could say I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away And I cant lie Every time I leave my heart turns gray And I want to come back home to see your face And I Cause I just cant take it
Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But I can wait I can wait forever When you call my heart stops beating When you're gone it wont stop bleeding But I can wait I can wait forever
You look so beautiful today It's like every time I turn around I see your face The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay And I cant lie Every time I leave my heart turns gray And I want to come back home to see your face And I Cause I just cant take it
Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But I can wait I can wait forever When you call my heart stops beating When you're gone it wont stop bleeding But I can wait I can wait forever I know it feels like forever I guess that's just the price I gotta pay But when I come back home to feel your touch Makes it better Till that day Theres nothing else that I can do And I just cant take it I just cant take it
Another day without you with me Is like a blade that cuts right through me But i can wait I can wait forever When you call my heart stops beating When you're gone it wont stop bleeding But I can wait I can wait forever I can wait forever I can wait forever...
To many, this song may strike a chord with you. For those who ever had a crush in someone before, u know this feeling.
To those who are with someone they love, treasure them well...For those who have fallen out of a relationship, may your heart heal n may you dare to love again...
i would rather crush a thousand times n have my heart broken, trampled or thrown away then to ever not experience love at all...u think i m stupid, or perhaps desperate...yet perhaps you should go find out for yourself, why many actually think and feel like me... to not love, is to not live...when u have an opportunity to love, grab with both hands and hold on tight...coz u r the lucky few who would ever experience love before...
for me, i m still waiting...hopefully i will get to live my life fully...n to get to love and be loved... "Crush" How i wish you could see what i feel for you And maybe what i wish for us would then come through The thought of you puts a smile on my face You've got me churning in a love-sick craze When i hear you call my name The sweet sound lights up my heart's flame The sight of you takes my breath away This feeling over which i have no say Whatever reply you may choose to give You are the reason for which i live
3:45 AM, Lotsa of lots
"No Love" Staring out into the world across the street You hate the way your life turned out to be He's pulling up in the driveway and you don't make a sound Cause you always learn to hold the things you want to say Your always going to be afraid
[Chorus:] There's only hate There's only tears There's only pain There is no love here Oh so what will you do? There's only lies There's only fears There's only pain There is no love here
Broken down like a mirror smashed to peices You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile If these walls could talk they would have so much to say Cause everytime you fight the scars are gonna heal but there never gonna go away
[Chorus:] There's only hate There's only tears There's only pain There is no love here Oh so what will you do? There's only lies There's only fears There's only pain There is no love here Oh no So what will you do?
Your falling, your screaming Your stuck in the same old nightmare He's lying, your crying There's nothing left to salvage Kick the door cause this is over Get me out of here(Kick the door)
[Chorus:] There's only hate There's only tears There's only pain There is no love here Oh so what will you do? There's only lies There's only fears There's only pain There is no love here Tell me what will you do? There's only hate There's only tears There's only pain There is no love here.
Don't just sit there! Fight for what's yours...U may feel u have no right...but u ain't got nothin' to lose...Stop sitting and staring...with eyes wide with fear...do something quick...or lest u die tmr...
3:24 AM, Lotsa of lots
Friday, March 7, 2008
hey ;D writing today in a choc colour ;D haha cos i feel like eating, but i cant cos i just recovered from a bad cough. anyway, went for student council's expose today. was from 8 to 1...that had the intro of the entire council with the standing comittees n working ones....n that had this session where a teacher briefed us on the bad side of council n to rethink our choice to join council... i was quite bothered actually, by the very same issue that the teacher was talking about, a few days ago for some time. the very issue of coping. cos my results aint very good now...n i noe if i run, they r sure to drop...the prob is, by how much...cos there's someone pushing me from behind, n they r my parents. they wont be happy if there's like a drastic drop in my results. i know i will try to keep up with my schwork, but whether they trust me to do so, is another huge major problem. guess i have to have a major talk with them... another major consideration for me, is soccer...i wanna do both, council n soccer...but i know i cant...so very confused over that issue... then i decided, that i would run, n try my best to get in. not because i want to give up soccer, but because i know council will be something more rewarding if i succeed, both emotionally and mentally. not to say soccer is just a game for me, but, no offense, although its my passion too, i dont see myself going anywhere with soccer. i wanna get into council partly cos i really wanna do something for the sch, for my friends (not to sound "communist") but its really what i m heartfelt about... n sigh, sacrifices have to be made. since council starts in june, if i get in, n i REALLY hope i do (cross my fingers n toes...), n soccer tournament is in april, i wil give my all for soccer tournament n not let my soccer mates down. cos they r really a cool bunch of ppl n dedicated to the team. i really love them... council is a challenge, a challenge i m ready to take on... yet this challenge is a super huge one...so i really need all ur help. cos i noe i m gonna be really stress n tired if i get into council, n become this super no life person...so sorry, but this is what i want to see myself doing, n i hope u guys will support me... thanks ;D Note: this is not a campaign speech, n if u think so, then u r not really my friend.... -.- seriously, its what i really feel...
bye yo ;D
11:38 PM, Lotsa of lots
Saturday, March 1, 2008
ever had times when u feel like screaming at the world...or just shut urself in the room n dont come out for a decade...or perhaps just bury ur head in the proverbial sand so u dont have to face anything? council campaigning started last fri, 29th Feb, leapyear day...but i havent got a group yet...n here i thought juggling with council n sch work or getting ppl to vote me into council were the hard parts... n here comes another hugh whammer of a problem, finding a group...its understandable for ppl to want to run with the best group, so they stand a higher chance of getting in...but why give us the false hope, n let us keep it for so long, b4 wrenching it away when its quite late for us to do anything about it... point to note here: i dont blame u for doing this kind of thing, cos u dont share friendship or kinship with me...i just find it hard to understand, why offer something u r not able to give in the first place... so now, its time for the "begging"...pleading ppl to join u n help u achieve ur dreams...the road to success is a long one filled with sharp stones, high mountains, steep valleys and monsters behind the trees... to reach success, u got to bleed, sweat and sacrifice ur pride...u also have to keep walking into walls no matter how painful u may find it...cos u have no other choices... being an sc holds appeal to many, thus competition is high n its absolutely essential to make as big an impact as possible on ppl... yet now making that impact encompass being known already...me being an "outsider" face bigger problems than most... but here i m n this is what i will say: i will not give up...till my last breathe i will fight...yet fight honourably i will...no betrayal, no sacrifices from others...if need be, i will do the sacrifices... but if u cross my path, i will not hesitate to scream at u...though i cannot order u to do anything... i fervently hope this dream of mine can come through...n i will try all means to make it happen...
11:38 PM, Lotsa of lots
RHYTHM OF THE SHOE
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