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Saturday, June 28, 2008


was looking thru my stuff n i found this "poem" that i wrote. wrote it after i watched the charity show that was helping to raise funds for the sichuan earthquake vicitms. yeah, i know, its very long overdue, but i wasnt intending to show the poem here previously. but i just watched a show, where the main character miscarriaged and lost her child, so i guess, i suddenly thought about all the mommies in the world who have lost a child or more, due to natural circumstances, or accidents, wars or illnesses. Or any other ways they might have lost them... it made me feel sad, n thoughtful, about how life is precious n one shouldnt take it for granted...also, it made me reflect about what kind of life i could make for myself...

here's the poem:
The teardrop slid off the corner of her eye.
Staring into the mirror, her lips tremble.
No longer can she live with the lie.
Her life lies in shambles, as her world crumbles.

Pain-filled eyes, open yet unseeing.
Silenty screaming at the Fates for her loss.
With each step she takes, she is no longer believing,
in happiness and beauty that comes without cost.

Listen closely and perhaps, you might hear,
the breaking sound of a mother's heart.
Who holds her baby above all that is dear.
Whom she will never be prepared with to part.

Without the sound of her child's laughter,
the whole world feels deary and grey.
For the child who has the love of a mother,
His depature will mark the sad, endless Day.

i hope all mommies who have been marked by such sad losses will find the strength and courage to move on...may you fly free in the skies...

1:35 AM, Lotsa of lots


Sunday, June 15, 2008


some cool quotes for ppl experiencing heartbreak:

What is the opposite of two? A lonely me, a lonely you. ~Richard Wilbur

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. ~Author Unknown

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together. ~Author Unknown

It is foolish to tear one's hair in grief, as though sorrow would be made less by baldness. ~Cicero

A show of envy is an insult to oneself. ~Yevgeny Alexandrovich Yevtushenko

Other quotes from ppl on relationships:

"Snow White. Cinderella. All about wanting a guy, being saved by the guy. Today it's Little Mermaid, Aladdin, Pocahontas. All about getting a guy. So basically we're screwed up because of Disney."

Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but maybe, just maybe, I am tired of being alone

"I want a love to call my own, I want a boy who I can hold, I want someone wanting me and to feel how it feels to be someone’s somebody."

I loved him. He needed time to think and that was ok- he was worth waiting for... and waiting for... and waiting for. Finally I realized I had waited away my life for an answer he had already given me: Had he loved me back, I would not have had to wait. ~Anonymous

N some funny quotes to brighten u up after the gloom n doom:

Birthdays are good for you. Statistics show that the people who have the most live the longest. ~Father Larry Lorenzoni

An archeologist is the best husband any woman can have; the older she gets, the more interested he is in her. ~Agatha Christie

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down. ~Woody Allen

My school was so tough the school newspaper had an obituary section. ~Norm Crosby

http://quotations.about.com/od/funnyquotes/Funny_Quotes_Cute_Famous_Funny_Quotes.htm

7:48 AM, Lotsa of lots


Friday, June 13, 2008


yo ppl, its ur lucky day today...cos i m in the mood to blog...;D kidding

anyway i realised that i kinda blog only when i m damn sad n wana spill my heartache, or just plian bored...sometimes when i m damn angry, rarely when i m estatic about how life is going now...haha, even if i did when i was happy, it wont be very long nor detailed...why? cos i m simply enjoying my life too much to sit in front of the computer to type...unlike many avid bloggers, i dont blog to breathe...haha, the com is not my "a thing i cant live without" (hmmm, if i get rid of my youtube addiction or if they come up with a free way of accessing youtube w/o a computer) haha, so basically, the blog is full of depressing/emo posts or indignant posts...yep shouldnt read for fun...;D haha, only if u r bored n have nothing beter to do then read the rantings or complaints of a 16-going-on-17 yr old girl...

sigh, I M DEAD FOR BLOCKS!!! that what everyone says, n i totally agree with them, when they hear that i havent started my revision...no! ur ears did not fail you, the widely-proclaimed mugger (which has no basis in fact, just cos i look smart doesnt mean i m smart...in fact, i m a dumb dolt!) has not started her revision for her blocks which is...ONE WEEK AWAY!!! i seriously think congratulations are in order...yep, this girl here is going to win the biggest idiot of the century prize consisting of rotten eggs, red marks in report books n all over the exam papers, scoldings from teachers, extra remedials for who knows how long, n rantings n ravings from irate parents who have high hopes of their daughter... so what m i doing here? blogging instead of studying...some ppl just never learn...oh if i managed to somehow get highly impossible 'S'es for all my subjects (except maybe GP, which i have nv studied for anyway), please give me the million dollars to go with the "i just experienced a super miracle" signboard that i will be wearing if i so attain those grades... i m honestly...screwed!

ok enough of my lack of hard work n motivation...here the second matter i wanted to blog about today...my trip to malaysia...

yep i went malaysia from the 1st of june to the 4th of june...to yong peng on the first day, then second day to genting, third day to KL, then last day arriving back in spore at 7 plus...pm.
can say that for one, ppl who dont wish to spend their time waiting to check in to the hotel in genting, please dont go during the first 2 weeks of the june holidays like i did...guess how long i waited... a record breaking 3HOURS!!! from 2 pm all the way to 5 pm just to check in...why? cos our trip clashed with their local school holidays n public holiday... nv had so much luck at betting before...
but the trip was not entirely wasted, bought 3 tops in KL n some goodies frm yong peng...plus ate some delicious food( n some disgusting n frightfully expensive food too) in yong peng n KL (so can guess where i ate the stomach churning, pocket burning food? No, as my chem lecturer will say then, if u dont know this, you can GO N DIE! hilarious ain't she... ;D)
oh n when my family took a coach bus from yong peng to genting, i saw this absolutely amazing, fantastically hot, blazingly handsome...guy on the bus!!! *wolf whistle* haha, here i go again, me n my "san fen zhong re du" crushes...he looks like a teenage actor...freaking serious...i couldnt take my eyes off him the whole ride...haha felt the ride was too short at its length of 2 n a half hours ;D he gave me sweet dreams...
saw lots of good looking ppl in genting, lots of stylish, "branded" people too...guess u must have moolah to survive genting... everytime i turn my head, there goes a potential person who would have been spotted for some beauty/hunk show...
haha, k done with my usual ranting n ravings...have to get some shut-eye...not i will just fall smack onto my keyboard which will be kinda unhygenic if i drool...though i have nv drooled im my slp since the tender age of 3? haha ;D night pals!

oh if u havent figured, the timing on te posts r kinda "accurate", so dont believe what u see ;D

adios!

8:11 AM, Lotsa of lots


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