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Wednesday, April 23, 2008


"When You Look Me In The Eyes"

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever.
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh

5:57 AM, Lotsa of lots




just me? or do u feel the way i do... :

at the start of the yr, it was a love w/o hesitation, one w/o boundaries...if u had asked me to rate my love on a scale from 1 to 10, my answer is simple...off the scale. why? bcos i was willing to do anything for him. making a fool of myself just to get a smile, going all out to make him feel better... a smile, just one, would have made not only my day, but my week. everytime i turn a corner, my heart starts beating fast, heralding his POSSIBLE arrival... only a possibility, yet it never fails to achieve that dry mouth effect. then what if i actually saw him? well, my smile could have powered the entire nation for a year if u were able to harness its energy...making detours just to pass his bench, maybe catch a glimpse of him, better yet, a smile of acknowledgement...

soon, the detours became the usual day-to-day route...yet it somehow changed...waxing on and on about him was ritual...the mind was on him, but the heart wasnt in it...not seeing him doesnt seem that much of a disaster afterall...was it falling out of love? yet it couldnt be the case cos a smile from him still generates warmth in my being...was the love gone? or merely the excitement of initial love?

many a times i thought of giving up in him, cos he just wasnt returning the feelings...n the problem with continual giving? it's not only tiring, but heartbreaking too...hopes flash up and down like a stock market gone crazy...yet it always ends with a crash...in the real world, the business would have long been kicked out of the market...so should i cut my losses and drop the matter...

yet this teeny weeny itsy bitsy hope still drags my steps...what if he feels the way i feel for him? n is just lag in replying...or showing? perhaps, a bit longer...just a bit more...

n the "bit" drags on...yet i still havent gave up...cos the hope still lives on in me...a tiny stubborn flame...that wavers but never dies...a flame that could warm u for a lifetime, or one to extinguish ur life...

one-sided love is painful...yet if we never experience it, would we still be able to treasure a two-sided relationship? people out there, feeling the same way i do, think of the blessings, perhaps wish on a star...those of you with the one u love who loves u back, count on your lucky stars...n perhaps make a wish for me?

5:32 AM, Lotsa of lots


Monday, April 7, 2008


woots! was having my usual "monday high" at soccer prac today...haha famous for being super high on monday when ppl usually have "monday blues" ;D
recently,my soccer skills either remained stagnant or deproved, so was very dissatisfied with my performance during pracs...however today, i got possessed...by an average professional soccer player, n i went rushing around like siao...haha even scored a goal, though most of the credit should go to xian cos she kicked the first ball n i scored on the rebound off the goalie's legs...so yeah ;D haha maybe just lucky...hope i can improve from here, not get worse again...cos tournament is starting next wed!!! n i hope that we can at least get into semis...so go hc girls soccer! ;D haha, we should overcome our match jitters n play like we do during prac, then we will be damn pro...
going to support water-polo team tmr, its their finals against rjc...so go guys! ;D
haha, blog about the results if i have the time...
n wish me luck for soccer tournament! ;D

7:07 AM, Lotsa of lots


Sunday, April 6, 2008


heyo...had a terrifying experience today...a potential disaster situation that could result in me losing my eyes...both of them...
oh how i thank god that i didnt...n to scold myself in putting myself in danger...plus all the other sacrifices...from my mother...
why in the world did i want it so much last time? perhaps it was vanity, or maybe just following the crowd... it could be due to laziness...though the upcoming soccer tournament was a trigger, a trigger that hasten me towards that danger...
how much time have i spent learning to deal with it? the self-inflicted discomfort, the time wasted on learning about it which i could have spent on finishing my due tutorials? n how in the world do people get use to it? they say it gets easier with time...will it?


okok, so far, r u worried about my seemingly sucidal tendencies...n can u guess what in the world m i referring to? haha, its not really what u think...but my advice to ppl like me who got a low discomfort threshold n unlike me, little vanity n little need to, please dont follow in my footsteps...

DON'T.....
EVER....
GET....




CONTACTS!!! ;D

7:07 AM, Lotsa of lots


Thursday, April 3, 2008


*slap! slap! slap! bang! bang! bang!*

thats the sound of me inflicting self-punishment...mentally...
sigh...why was i so stupid...ming ming know that i cant, still go do, end up causing emotional pain to myself...sigh...

ok, but i shouldnt look back...i should go forward!!! yes, u go girl! chiong...

n i m thinking of giving up on my *er-hm crush*...nothing, zilch, nada so far...feel depress if it drags on...one-sidedness is painful n depressing...so should i?

k talking to myself in this entry...;D gotta slp...turning into the brainless one... nights!

8:06 AM, Lotsa of lots


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