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Friday, May 30, 2008


thank god nobody reads my blog...so thus far i can really write what i feel...imagine if my blog was like that of mr brown...whew, everything would have to be censored and all...

troubled...why m i such a romantic...sigh, must be watch too much dramas to believe in true love...worst thing, i m actually waiting for it...so not modern power woman...

another failed romance that didnt actually start...haha bring on the pity party... this girl here has nv been in a b-g realtionship...sound despo? sadly so...not regretting the fact that i actually m involved in several crushes, all of which have been fruitless, but one thing i regret, is actually caring so much that i get heartache time n time again...

call me stubborn, but i just stupidly, dont learn...now why did i have to go buy the band concert ticket...not that i dont want to support one of my good friend who is in band, but that the wounds r still fresh n bleeding...seeing him again would be like poking knives into them (n not those types for healing either...imagine sharp pointed ones which inflict max damage n u r on the right track...) sigh...cant do anything but sigh...though i seriously should start on my hol hw since i m gonna be out of the country frm sun to nxt wed...

do i really need a relationship to make my life full? or just to add spice in my bland as water life? seriously, i wish i wasnt that desperate for a taste of "spice", but cant do anything to stop my heart beating... sigh, disgusted, me too...i m a brillant eg. of an invertebrae...n i need some immediate backbone transplant...

keep telling myself to wake up n "do what a student ought to do"---i.e. studying and mugging and conquering the mountain of homework n revision...but sometimes, i yearn for the times of sunshine (metaphorically meaning freedom...) n open sky, why one has nicer things to look at than the pages of a chemistry lecture notes or working her brain up into a fuss trying to figure out math... gosh... what is childhood i ask? gone in a blink of an eye...sadly, no coming back...

now i really sigh like a cenetarian, yearning for the good old days of youth...gosh, from young love to young life...i simply cant handle anything right, can i...

ok, back to my boring mundane life of trudgery in the pages of my chem n math notes...

12:34 AM, Lotsa of lots


Sunday, May 25, 2008


seeing photos of mass destruction...hearing stories of people who did everything to save themselves or their loved ones...talking about how pitiful these ppl were...

somehow, i just feel so helpless...we see, we hear, we speak of the unfairness of this world...yet we in such a privileged society, where we can go about our lives w/o fearing a natural disater, w/o having live in terror of being shot down if we stepped out of our house, of having a high certainty that our dear ones are safe and sound... the majority of us merely has to deal with the "stress" and "competition" that our highly developed society faces...and the stories of earthquakes, of tsunamis, of cyclones, of civil wars just seem so far away... we feel a great sense of pity for those who have to face all these, we even cry when we listen to their stories, we dig deep into our pockets to give what we can...however, we will never come close to understanding... never...

imagine, living somewhere where natural disasters are part and parcel of life...somewhere where you are thankful that u or ur family did not lose ur lives this time...where u stand in front of a demolished house...a house where you once shared all your fun, joy and laughter with ur loved ones...you can only stare in disbelief, shock and despair, yet grateful you were not in there...

no...i guess we cant really imagine...i can only hope that i can grow up into an aware, feeling person...who can contribute to these ppl...i really hope i can...

6:21 AM, Lotsa of lots


Sunday, May 18, 2008


Beauty In Walking Away

A light shines off in the distance
A pale flickering glow
How many times do I have to dream that I could be there
The time is here and she won't be waiting for me to find the easy way out
I've lost count of the days that were wasted

There's an answer in the sound of a train
There is wisdom past the bridge on the bay
There's a lifetime through the fog, in the rain
There's a beauty in walking away

I float on the streets that are empty
Take the path that the wind only knows
Tonight is the last time that I'll ever be here

There's an answer in the sound of a train
There is wisdom past the bridge on the bay
There's a lifetime through the fog, in the rain
There's a beauty in walking away

It's never quite simple, it's never that safe
It never seems perfect until it's too late
It's never the right time to find a new way

There's an answer in the sound of a train
There is wisdom past the bridge on the bay
There's a lifetime through the fog, in the rain
There's a beauty in walking away

12:41 AM, Lotsa of lots


Sunday, May 4, 2008


had one of the most memorable nights of my jc life last night...;D

before the outing, i was slightly apprehensive about the fun factor of the entire programme...not to doubt the apollo 07-08 fac comm's abilities, but i was seriously wondering about what programmes you could offer to keep hundreds of people entertained from 5.30pm to 9.00pm...
but despite these doubts, i decided to go and see for myself the "zai-ness" of the people in charge...
ct79 met at city hall mrt cos most of us didnt really know how to go to timbre@substation, i.e. the venue for the apollo fac outing...so we waited till 5 plus (though the meeting time was suppose to be 5, but due to some very punctual ppl...;s) before we set off, most of us dressed up to fit the smart casual theme...haha, u should have seen me tottering in my pathetic heels which would have made a real heels-wearer scream in disgust...but since i wasn't a frequent heel wearer...seriously, i m proud to say i made it thru the night w/o 1)tripping 2)falling 3)spraining my ankle n 4) tripping, falling and spraining my ankle...for those who know me, u'll be proud of me too ;D
so off we went, walking till we reached fort canning tunnel and the turn-off for timbre...the weather in the evening was horribly humid, making us all sweat like pigs...(hmmm, why pigs though? do pigs sweat gallons?) Timbre is a alfresco dining cafe (yes that means it is in the open) so we were all showing sad faces at the heat and vigourously fanning ourselves with whatever bits of paper we had at hand...we went in and handed over our tickets and got cable ties attached to our wrists before we could go grab the seats allocated to us and some refreshing cold drinks...heavenly, i tell u, those drinks ;D the night started off with a band, with the lead singer being from my senior class, so my friends and i were cheering like crazy...sadly to say we were among the few who cheered...not because the band was lousy (cos it rocks!) but cos everyone was busy catching up with friends and getting drinks (seriously, i tell u, the weather was HOT!) the band performed three songs: 1) Misery Business by Paramore, 2)Harder to Breathe by Maroon 5 and 3) Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson (haha, everyone sat up and paid attention when the lead singer sang that super duper high part "anymore" ;D if u have no idea what i m talking about, go listen to Behind These Hazel Eyes...)
Some other students also went up to perform, though sadly not many people were paying attention either...because after eveyone cooled down, it was time to satisfy their other needs...THEIR STOMACHS...the line for the buffet table started building up and people were all busy inspecting the array laid out in front of them...the food was quite good, though i didnt really bother queuing up again for a second round...the desert though, was fantastic...heavenly chocolate mousse... a fav for a chocoholic for me ;D
after stomachs were roughly filled, it was time for picture taking...all the snazzy cams cams of various designs and make were flashed out and everyone turned into models for the night...everyone started posing with people they knew, catching a shot here, throwing a smile there...while the two emcees, i.e. the two apollo fac heads, Xuanyi and Ben Poh were trying to grab people's attention to the performers on stage...then it was the intro for the nominees of "Fac Prince and Fac Princess"...they were made to intro themselves, and play several games to entertain the crowd...
as the night passed people became "higher" and laughter filled the air...it was then i saw how u actually made an outing like this successful...u bring friends together...every one were friends yesterday night...smile of enjoyment were flashed out faster than a shopaholic's credit card...it was truely heartwarming...we didnt need spirits to get us all hyped up...i, for one, was drunk on the spirit of the night...
when it was time for us to go, we were seriously reluctant...if we leave, when can we come together like this again? but we had to...many of us lingered outside the place, talking and chatting, hoping just to stay a moment longer...
my friends, the cow, the chicken and the ant, and me, the moon, walked off to a little incline with a tree, and sat down there...just talking and looking up at the velvet night sky...it was a moment of bonding and further discovery...i felt closer with them, there and then, we forged a stronger bond of friendship...we waved and smiled at strangers, wishing them a good night, and getting smiles and waves in return...Singapore is truely a loving place and it is where my heart lies...

the night was brilliantly successful, thanks to the hard work and preparation of the 07-08 apollo fac comm...its their last evening and thus i must say, its a great way to go off with a bang ;D and to those people who went up on stage to perform, i salute u for ur guts! n applaud u for ur talents ;D

apollo peeps, i love u guys ;D

12:55 AM, Lotsa of lots


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